Through all the ups and downs. Through all the turmoil and heartache...through every single monstrous moment of hell on earth where rejection & loneliness tempt to reign....there has been a deep connection. A connection on my end...that keeps me closely tied to the one who seems to reject me. I remember telling a girlfriend once..."I love all of my kids. All of them. But, this one....there is a special place in my heart for this one."
If you do not have a special spot...ask the Lord to give you one. He is able. He is faithful to provide.
Here's the hard question:
Are we hardening our own hearts towards this child?
Monday, January 11, 2010
Ask the Lord
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What a fabulous way to pray for that child. I have a son who is completely opposite of me and tends to drive me crazy, plus all the attachment issues. I pray that I will fall in love with him in spite of all the pushing away. God bless you!
This is exactly what I've been asking myself of late. And I don't want to know the ugly answer.
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